Friday, November 9, 2012

CROSSROADS

Today I have come to a point of feeling I am at the crossroads of my life. I have a different career during the day and a "moonlighter" Pilates instructor at night. I have come to a place where I feel I need to decide whether I continue working 50+ hours (moonlighting at night) or choosing one career over the other?  I enjoy working with kiddos and making a difference in their lives.  I also enjoy helping people find their bodies through Pilates.  What to do?  

Recently, I applied for a new job.  I was runner up, but didn't get it.  Now in my forties I don't know what to do?  I love both jobs, but one drains the life out of me more than the other.  One offers insurance and benefits.  TRUST.  Take a leap of faith.  Right?  Follow your dream? You only live once.  Hmm.  What do you think?  

In a perfect world... I would teach Pilates, Barre, go to yoga classes everyday. read... walk the dog, volunteer in an orphanage, oh and watch Sex in the City re-runs and GLEE.  In a perfect world, right? 
Oh ya, and not have to pay bills, no cellulite, no fat and perfect hair, no wrinkles. 

Be free and be yourself!  That's what Wesley taught me.  ( my doggie in heaven).

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